Fear.

If you fear to lose it, then it's important. But what if you were to lose two important things, which one will you choose? 

Don't want to lose neither, but I know very well that you have to make sacrifices to keep or gain something in return, so you want to sacrifice yourself instead, but that won't work either, there are no more ways out. 

Would you like to take another chance?

Is

I'm getting sick, again, is not my body but my soul. I know the answer, we all know, but we prefer the pleasure of the struggle. Let's pretend it never happened and just move forward, but we don't always get the same result trying to do that. 

Aloof

How free are we? How free are you?. Do you think you are free because you get to go out almost every day to fancy places?, or because you get to buy that expensive cellphone or eat  expensive food. I think that I'm no slave of course, God has given me the beautiful gift of living without serving for it. But I'm sure that's not freedom. I have never been able to enjoy a sunset or a sunrise, to see a starry sky at night or been able to run behind a flock of birds in an open field, or swim to the dephts of the ocean, or feel the breeze over the top of a mountain.

I may be free in my thoughts, and some form of verbal expression, but I'm definetly not free of going out to enjoy the world, the nature, and the people who I'm yet to know. 

The Weight Of My Words

Here I'm again with my stupid thoughts, and is not even the middle of the night, I don't know how to deal with them, I just have to ignore them and wait until they vanish.


But I don't... want to lose the thought of you.